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Dreaming 2019-05-18T05:51:29+00:00close

Nonine and Sheights

More lotsa sketches 2019-05-09T22:35:35+00:00

More sketches I worked.

Maybe one or two were posted before but its fine.

Lotsa sketches 2019-05-05T18:52:06+00:00

Heyo everyone. I hope youre doing well.

I've been pretty busy with a lot of things, both work and in RL. I'll upload the sketch pack for the supporters the next days.

Meanwhile, enjoy these goodies that I've drawn during my sketch sunday streams. rawr.

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Fishing ain't safe, Page 2 2019-05-02T02:38:37+00:00close

Continuation of https://www.patreon.com/posts/23162707

Moar coming soon ouo

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What I owe and what I'm delivering this incoming week. 2019-04-21T12:24:13+00:00close

Hello everyone! I've been pretty silent the last days after the flood of pages for the long promised Christmas comic, that I'm glad I finished it. I shouldnt say it but this comic has a couple extra "bonus" pages that will be done in the next days. Still, the comic in itself is complete.

The work is not over, of course. I'm posting this publicly to let people see what I'm working on and what I expect to deliver, since my activity in fA has been becomic erratic at best. Also you can find me actively on Twitter and Mastodon.

Not counting the Patreon stuff or the private commissions, I still owe 3 big comics (with big I mean 20 pages long or more), with one going to be completed this incoming week.

* The Boss Battle one. I need to draw 4 more pages and it'll be done. What slows it down isnt so much the art itself but the lots of things each page has (HP/Mana counter, damage done, dialogs, effects, etc).
* The Pokémon comic. I have the story written, how the plot and panels gotta go, but the comic itself is not done, and it still requires a lot of work. The good thing, at least? This comic is stepping up in terms of story writing. I had multiple versions written up that were scrapped, and I hope to show it in this episode. I cant offer a deadline for it yet, though; this comic is one of the "difficult to work" ones mainly due to the amount of detail put in every page and the heavy amount of characters. Once its done I think I'll limit the roster a lot in upcoming episodes to focus more in the storytelling.
* The Avali comic. This comic is the most recent one, and a pretty interesting one. I expect to stream most of it when I make it, and since its style is gonna be similar to the sketchy style I draw on sundays, pages shouldn't eat as long in terms of time as others's do.

In any case, the next week I'm going to get in the same parole I did to complete the xmas comic, to complete the boss battle one and the Commission/Patreon ones. So hopefully once the week ends I'll have a lot of my older work completed and the huge load lifted off my shoulders.

I'll be posting the stuff as soon as I end it (except for the private ones of course, that I'll be sending to the people who bought em), so you'll be getting the pages before anybody else. Tomorrow peeps in the corresponding tier will be getting a small linearted art pack. However, I still keep the "one page a day" for fA.

Also I have plans for May, that you probably will like to see.

That's it for now.


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User #270799 - 21 Apr 19 12:28
I’m not sure if you did but I can’t recall ever seeing the other page to my comic. If you did finish it then I must have missed it but I don’t remember ever seeing it
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htfcuddles - 21 Apr 19 12:41
I sent you a PM to get it sorted out.
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Christmas comic, Page 25
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Christmas comic, Page 25 2019-04-16T22:45:47+00:00close


It's over.

I have a ton of things to say about this but to avoid turning this into a text wall, I'll simply say I'm deeply sorry for how long this took to make.

The first pages and the last ones have a style wildly different, thing that proves the time of difference between them x3; But in spite of everything, I liked the final result.

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User #264969 - 16 Apr 19 23:02
Didn't the original owner of that bag got eaten? oh that's right. I ate him.
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htfcuddles - 16 Apr 19 23:03
o,o The original owner of the bag was eaten by Hymin
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User #264969 - 16 Apr 19 23:15
Really I thought the owner was eaten by me.
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User #10850107 - 18 Apr 19 22:38
In all case the end result was really enjoyable to watch! Great job! ^^
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Christmas comic, Page 23 2019-04-16T19:30:20+00:00close

"Stuffed prey, my favorite" -Jake the red panda

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Christmas Comic, Page 22 2019-04-16T17:01:23+00:00close

Cute pikachu eevee kitsune ate cute birb


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Christmas comic, Page 21 2019-04-16T14:58:13+00:00close

nom nom nom

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Christmas comic: Page 19 2019-04-16T09:47:42+00:00close

Final page for today!

Drawing the frontal charizard maw was the biggest challenge of this page x3 still

I hope you like em! Later I'll upload several more pages.

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Christmas comic: Page 18 2019-04-16T09:46:05+00:00close

For being a christmas comic some rooms are very poor in decoration...

... Blame the person who hired them and doesnt give them more money for them.

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Christmas comic: Page 17 2019-04-16T09:44:20+00:00close

Hymin getting his dinner~

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Christmas comic, Page 16 2019-04-16T09:43:13+00:00close

Another page, another mawshot ouo

I didnt notice I used the same angle than in the previous one x3; I'll try to vary them more from now on.

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Christmas comic: Page 15 2019-04-16T09:42:05+00:00close

Muki eats ouo

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Christmas comic: Page 14 2019-04-16T09:41:17+00:00close

And it continues.

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Christmas Comic, Page 13 2019-04-08T12:03:08+00:00close

Hey guys. Sorry for the radio silence. Been doing a lot of things together, including some things I cant post here x3

The most immediate things: I've been drawing comics (duh). I'll post stuff here the next couple days, and the ones who can't be posted here or in Fur Affinity are going to be posted on Pixiv.

This thursday I'm going to upload this month's sketch pack, and on Friday I'll upload one of the lineart packs.

I'm uploading things to fA, but pretty behind actually. So yeah. That's basically it for now. See ya soon!

- Vic

Christmas comic: Lost in Store, pages 10 and 11 2019-03-24T17:12:19+00:00

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User #516020 - 24 Mar 19 17:50
and so it begins
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Sketch Sunday Round 4 2019-03-12T09:54:53+00:00close

This is the group of sketches I drew two sundays ago, minus the ones non allowed here due to content of course. rawr.
The comic opening this post was for Keltre2.

Image for Dewwy

Comic for EeveeLunice

Comic for Muki

Picture for Nimono

Comic for Normandic

Comic for Nonine

Comic for ShadetheUmbrai

Comic for Vanilla

Rawr :3

Anyways, back to work now.

Incoming stuff:

  • Sketch pack for supporters today
  • Lineart packs for supporters tomorrow
  • Christmas comic completed on Thursday
  • Boss comic on Friday
  • Rewards on Saturday
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SOBBLE.png 2019-03-01T09:48:28+00:00close

Just a pretty mean joke featuring the adorable water starter of Pokémon SW/SH.

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User #270799 - 1 Mar 19 09:52
Poor baby
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I drew this in the moment that the Nintendo Direct ended. It was the first vore comic -not sure if picture- featuring Scorbunny that touched Twitter and FurAffinity.

I was told that this pic started being shared around but I havent found where (I would love to see it and the reactions though).

Anyways, that's basically it.

I love how this comic looks, though. For having been made in 23 minutes I think the quality is pretty good.

Sketch rounds 2019-03-01T07:12:29+00:00

During Sundays I'm doing sketch streams. I love them, although the "bad side" of that is that they're really exhausting due to their length.

Streaming for 17 hours and 45 minutes in one go can't be healthy... but I love it.

Anyways, enjoy the sketches. Unlike other sites, I'm going to upload all of them except for the few CV ones. I uploaded a couple of these before, but now I'm uploading them all.

Oh yes, a last detail: I have a Mastodon account. If you want to follow me there, here's the link.





















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I forgot February has 28 days 2019-03-01T06:56:35+00:00close

It happens.

Anyways, right now I'm busy working to complete a lot of comics, so I'll be silent for some more days. To compensate, I'm going to upload (right now) the sketches I've drawn during the sunday streams.

That's it for now. See ya in a couple of days~

Cali Transforms into an Eevee 2019-02-23T11:02:38+00:00

I know this may not look as much, but this is the very first TF comic I ever draw and upload publicly, and I'm pretty proud of it. This is the first part of a commission for Zalir and Selomon.

This comic isn't complete. The next panels [that also involve another character and more TF and vore] will come the next days.

My main problem is that I love TF, a lot, but I never trusted enough in my own skills to draw it decently x3 Now that I know I can do it well, I'll very probably start doing these more frequently.

Anyways, tonight I'm going to upload several things (comics) to this site (owed stuff, not related to this comic).

Eat you later!

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User #461840 - 26 Feb 19 03:24
I love TF and would love to see you do more of it the future as well as your normal wonderful vorishness.
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In-Stream sketch commission pictures 2019-02-11T08:57:28+00:00close

Today I made an in-stream commission stream. I love it and I plan to make another one again.

The pictures in this thread were made during this stream (not all of them because of the content but you'll see these ones soon in other sites).






I plan to make another stream like these again soon.
But for now, time to rest. Tomorrow I gotta continue drawing comic stuff.

Christmas comic: Lost in Store, Page 9
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Christmas comic: Lost in Store, Page 9 2019-02-10T10:42:59+00:00close

Moar friends incoming :3

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Devouration (?)


Playing Together - Lighter versions 2019-02-09T18:35:25+00:00

I got notification that the normal version was way too dark. I am unsure -I see it well- but for the peeps who agree with that, I made two lighter versions of this.

There we go.

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And I thought that I could put more love in the pages while keeping the times. :( This took me 2 days to make. Although at the same time I'm in love with the result. I hope you are too <3 I'll try to make this my baseline in terms of quality even if that keeps me slow x3;

Anyways-- Reward for Kirbs! Featuring Mychief the Pichu.

RW: Kirbs eats Dio
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I hope ya like it~

Heeeyeeeyeeeyeya whats going on?
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Heeeyeeeyeeeyeya whats going on? 2019-02-07T04:49:43+00:00close

Originally today I was going to upload a ton of stuff, but I overestimated my speed -again-. Its annoying because I've been just working, barely playing anything and I cant seem to speed up x3x Color isnt an excuse. Ah well. Meh. In addition, as you saw, some of the material I've been completing isnt really Patreon friendly.

What I'm going to say is important, actually. A bit of background: I'm close to done with almost all the stuff I owe, and while I wont be able to spam you with 7-8 pages daily as I originally wished, I will be uploading 4 pages daily here. I'm boiling down everything to 4 uploads daily mainly to avoid overestimating myself... again.

Anyways, this is what I plan to upload the next days.

Thursday evening:

* 2 comics in color for Kirbs
* Comic for Nonine
* Comic for Aethian

Friday evening:

* Christmas comic (2 pages)
* Pokémon comic
* Boss battle comic

Saturday evening:

* 2 comic pages for Mannyb
* 2 pages of Akumizu eating girls ♥

Monday evening:

* Comics for Thoshan

With these I'd be mostly done with the rewards and commissions I owe [They aren't all of them, though], leaving only serialized comics going on and a couple of private things.

This is not all of it, though.

This sunday I'll do in-stream commissions. I'll start announcing them tomorrow. The price? Remains to be seen, but I'll mention this tomorrow. Also, you'll have the chance in a close future to have your comics linearted/colored/greyscaled.

Monday and tuesday I will be uploading serialized comics (Christmas, Pokémon and Boss Fight) and after that a couple of pages that are private rewards/commissions, and Wednesday I'll open for proper comic slots again for a project I'll be working starting the third week of February. Do you want to be eaten by an Avali? Now it'll be your chance. After opening these slots I'll be working in the Dec/Jan rewards and serialized comics.

If after Tuesday I forgot anything for you [I've tried to have everything covered, but considering the sheer amount of stuff I owed it wouldnt be surprising if I missed something] feel free to poke me about it.

That's all of it for now. Its a lot of stuff. And I hope I'm not overestimating me again. And yes, just for the next week, I'll rest on wednesday.

Anyways, see ya tomorrow with 4 more uploads~

AH YES a last thing. I'm uploading things here as they get completed (People following here or supporting here get to see things before), but I'll be uploading to fA, Inkbunny, Eka's Portal and Pixiv following the schedule I built in fA, one at a time. That will give me enough material for uploading for a long while without pause.

See you tomorrow! Enjoy a sketched WIP.

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This is a reward for Kido that I completed a white ago but -apparently- forgot to upload


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This comic -heavily censored due to content- is a long owed commission for Karyn. Dont worry, the full version is going to be posted everywhere pretty soon.

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This is for Erdno. Human vore isnt my strongest one x3x But I tried to make it look nice.

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User #516020 - 7 Feb 19 18:31
Silly Wirvla
Reward: Raichu Kirbs eats Pachirisu
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Reward: Raichu Kirbs eats Pachirisu 2019-02-07T03:53:34+00:00close

A long delayed reward but finally its here!

This is for Kirbs. Pachirisu ends accepting her fate~

Happy (late) Raichu Day!

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Incoming! 2019-02-05T05:50:51+00:00close

Hey guys. This is something relevant about uploads.

1. Tomorrow or Wednesday you'll get a flood of comics, followed by another in thursday. I'm completing a lot of them together.

2. Friday and Saturday I'll upload pages from the serialized comics (Boss, Christmas, Pokemon).

3. This weekend I'll continue working.

Since here I'm uploading without following the fA schedule I built, you can expect the flood to contain a lot of things (instead of merely a page or two of things).

Anyways, back to work. If I'm quite unresponsive and "gone" its mostly because of this.

Oh yes, a last thing. Due to content (explicit sexual content), at least one of the comics wont be posted now and will be posted next week to fA.

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Stay away of Legendaries 2019-01-31T20:57:20+00:00close

You were warned!

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Shooting star 2019-01-31T05:03:03+00:00close

Commission I owed for Cain (AtrocityAtWork) featuring SparkyTheChu.

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The next page of the comic is done.

Originally I thought I'd make this Sylveon a bit nicer but I like him more like this.

Also tomorrow I'll stream again and I'll work in Patreon stuffs.

Christmas comic: Lost in Store, Page 7
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I was going to post this to fA too... but the site is giving error 502. Again. xd

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User #863773 - 29 Jan 19 04:00
Haha, I fell asleep. I so would do that in the situation =w=
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The hour of the upload is not decided yet. I'm still testing different hours to check when posts get more views in the other sites, although for now it looks like the best time is the evening.

Mondays: Christmas comic
Tuesdays: Christmas comic / Boss battle YCH
Wednesdays: Patreon Rewards and Commissions
Thursdays: Patreon Rewards and Commissions
Fridays: Pokémon: Everything you know is Wrong
Any day: Extra material (sketches, comics, ideas, WIPs, etc)


Feb 04th: I'll upload the sketch pack
Feb 11th: Uploading the lineart pack

At least now you know what to expect which day. Also not this week, but starting the next one I'll be posting most stuff here (including the stuff to be seen publicly) one week in advance, like I should've been doing for months.

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User #461840 - 25 Feb 19 13:27
Did you ever end up uploading anymore of the boss battle comic? I know you mentioned it had content that might not be ok here so I was wondering if you uploaded it to FA or anything. Sorry to pester about it just curious is all.
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htfcuddles - 26 Feb 19 00:56
No yet. Tonight you'll see one upload to fA from that comic.
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User #461840 - 26 Feb 19 03:22
Awesome! Sorry to pester you about it but I must admit I am a huge fan of that comic so far!
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User #17026309 - 2 Feb 19 18:10
Robin Hood
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He steals from the rich to give it to the poor.


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Christmas comic: Lost in Store, Page 6 2019-01-22T12:03:47+00:00close

FINALLY I can start uploading these x3x
From now on a new page every Monday and Tuesday.

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User #863773 - 23 Jan 19 03:34
Even with it not being a focus here, I'm loving Sheights' maw shot there XD
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htfcuddles - 24 Jan 19 23:35
Pokémon: Everything you know is wrong, E8P02
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Pokémon: Everything you know is wrong, E8P02 2019-01-18T16:01:14+00:00close

It begins (again).

Uploading something to show signals of being alive while I work in the xmas comic and pending rewards.

Back to work
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Like I announced before, I'm back to work.

From now on I wont stop until July.


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Hello everybody. Finally, the celebrations are done, and I gotta do some RL things before getting back to work. So, time finally to say what this month is gonna come with.

1. First than anything, I'll start drawing one sketch everyday before getting to work and on weekends I'll draw linearted things before actually getting to the fun and rest. That means that every month you'll get a very decent amount of new art if you're in any of the tiers with art packs.

(I'll also upload this month's art packs in a couple days, I need to add some pictures to them).

2. I come back to work in January 5th, and I'm going to be busy almost nonstop until July. I will finish all the stuff I owe except for the Pokémon comic that is going to be worked after all the other completed stuff.

3. Around April or May I'll start working in the long awaited "personal" comics in addition to the Patreon stuff. Some comics will be public (and will be posted here one week ahead of everywhere else) and some will be private, posted here for the right tiers and probably sold cheaply for everybody else. The stuff I haven't decided yet is if I should keep a webcomic format (with its own website and such) or if I should just limit myself to post it in the galleries I'm in. Also, Tumblr stopped being an alternative, for obvious reasons.


In addition to what I said, this year will face a couple of very interesting challenges.

1. I need to save around 5000€ by July. That means I'll be much more "aggressive" with selling commissions during this semester. Patrons will very probably have access to discounts if they want to commission me for something when I'm open to them.

2. During July I'll pause Patreon for 2 months (August 1st and Sept 1st you won't be charged), because these months I'm going to be traveling. October 1st you'll be charged again, because during October I'm going to be back working.

3. Once I'm back from my trip to Germany I'll start actually working in a slotted comic again, but not a holiday one (of course). Since supposedly I'm not going to be owing any art by then, this means I'll have freedom to act regarding it, and I'll very probably use one of the ideas I posted time ago.

4. I'm going to be posting minimum one progress report every 15 days, so you'll know what have I been working in.

That's it for now.

2019 looks like it's going to be a great year, and I'm going to face it in a much better mood and mindset than the last one. I want again to thank everybody who put up with me and all the shit going on. That shit was left behind, and it's time to do what I shall do and what I should've done way longer ago than I wished.

Smooches for everyone.

(Abomination pic drawn by DragonButts in my discord server).

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Heyo. I hope you're doing well, and I hope you have a nice beginning of year, hopefully with people you love.

I also hope this 2019 to be a good year for you.

I would love to say that 2018 was a wild ride (for me) but... it wasnt. I couldnt be happier from leaving this whole wreck behind. The beginning of year started weak, with some depression although I dont remember why. In March my grandma almost died due to her kidney stones, and the next 5 months were about exams, doctors, more exams, surgeries, spending money, etc. all while sleeping often less than 2 hours per night, constantly in bad mood and tired, with the most extreme art block I got in my life ever.

I got the video card I wanted for years, but tbh with all the shit going on, it almost felt like a reward/price for having to put up with all the shit.

I started getting better with a lot of effort, and when the year was ending and barely starting to get better, I lost my cat to... kidney stones.

I'm way too tempted to break down and cry and complain again. And truth is, I still feel that I have a whole day where I'm allowed to do so, but... feelings dont disappear all of a sudden. My grandma is extremely happy for what happened to her this year (she says because "I got attended for that so now I'm cured, that means no more problems for a future" but... I dunno, my view is much more cynical and grim most of the time.

2018 is a year that I want to close, and not in a big awesome way, but in a dark, moody way. It was like a stain of poison mud that I can't wait to get rid of. And hell I'm going to.

Fuck you, 2018. I didnt like you and I cant wait for you to be gone.

Looking to the present and future. I'm going to return to work officially in January 5th and I'm not going to stop until July.

This incoming year looks really interesting. I'll be visiting Germany during August and September (and yes, you'll see me again at the Eurofurence! Yeehaw! I plan to make some vlogs about it), and I'll be preparing for some very important changes in my life.

I want to thank everybody for putting up with me and all the shit I had to endure, and all the saint patience you got with me. From very close friends like Katojana to Sparky the chu, YumiAkiyama, Trickypup, Ofioro, Wirvla, etc. to the people who supported me in Patreon even during the months I couldnt deliver anything (You'll get your rewards. Late but youll get em), to Zalir for putting up with me and being so patient and nice too. And to every single person who has supported me in any way, not just in Discord servers or here in fA, but also the people who believed in me and also the people who helped me to put up with the horrible things I was enduring.

Thank you very much. I dont know if I'll ever be able to retribute all the good you've given to me.

I'm grateful of every single good thing I've gotten

See you back this 2019. Lets make this incoming year a good one.


It's over (My kitty passed away) 2018-12-23T03:39:52+00:00

If you've been following me on Twitter of fA, you know what's going on.

The last days my kitty got sick. We called a vet as soon as possible and he diagnosed him kidney stones and told us what medicine to give to him.

We did. However, after a day filled with screams of pain, and moments where the pain was so intense that he literally passed out, with a last meow his heart finally stopped. It happened while I was trying to call a vet that could attend him at this hour.

Right now I'm a sea of tears. I'm destroyed. I've been crying since the moment it happened.

I want to remember him for the good times and the marvelous times we lived together, not the last two days filled with pain and regret.

I... dont know what else to say. I'm sorry.

Comments (3)
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User #470749 - 23 Dec 18 18:03
oooooooh! :c
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User #270799 - 23 Dec 18 08:43
Sorry about your cat
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User #235756 - 23 Dec 18 14:07
I'm sorry. He looked very sweet. Mine died just a few months ago too due to old age: He was living with my aunt... she never found him as he ran away before it happened, but it is pretty clear.

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