Hello, my loves! ♥
VERY IMPORTANT POST TODAY, PLEASE READ ‘TILL THE END.
You know I’m always 100% honest with you and with this post it won’t be different.
This whole lockdown thing is really getting to me and, as much as I’m trying (and I am – VERY hard), I’m not succeding in being as productive as I wish I’d be.
I can’t feel inspired or motivated to do ANYTHING othen than crying and questioning my whole life every single day.
It’s really hard for me to open up about this, but I can’t keep pretending to myself this isn’t happening.
Thankfully I had most of April’s content finished before I started feeling like this, but I’ve been asking myself and putting a lot of pressure in an already very stressed me, about May’s content.
This whole website/cosplay career has given my life purpose during very dark times for me so I don’t wanna close or pause Patreon and I definitely don’t wanna disappoint you all who believe and care about me.
So I found a solution for May’s content. During next month, rewards will be a ‘lil different from usual. I won’t be creating any new content for next month, instead I’ll be offering past sets to replace the ‘new’ ones in your tiers. I’ve also replaced selfie packs and other rewards for this month. I’ve added MANY of my most-liked sets EVER, I don’t think there was ever a month with this many sets hahah I definitely think this will compensate for the lack of actual new stuff.
Above you can see which sets will be re-released for May. IMPORTANT: If you already have one of these (or all) listed sets, you can choose another one(s) of the same type in it’s place. For example: cosplay substitutes cosplay, lewd HD substitutes lewd HD and so on. (Check below for catalogs). PLEASE LET ME KNOW BEFORE MAY 5TH AS ALL SETS WILL BE SENT ON THAT DATE AND ANY REQUESTS WON’T BE POSSIBLE AFTER YOU GET THE SETS.
► Cosplay catalog: http://bit.ly/cosplay-catalog
► Lewd Selfie Set Catalog: https://i.imgur.com/HpI3TTz.jpg
► Lewd HD Catalog: https://i.imgur.com/JZJeNQM.jpg
This will allow me to focus on my mental health and hopefully being able to get back to a healthy me instead of this crazy burn out person who’s on the edge of a breakdown 24/7. A few years ago I got a really hard time from pushing myself too hard when I obviously couldn’t take it, and I really don’t want it to happen again. Dead Koto doesn’t sound like a good idea to me at the moment lol
So yeah, I probably won’t be as active on social media either as I need some time to detox from all the pressure I put on myself as well as reconecting with my creativity so hopefully I can be back refreshed and with new content for June.
I hope you will keep supporting me (and I’d be really glad if you did, because of the whole corona situation my finantial life is kinda on the edge lol) but if you wanna leave I’ll understand too.
I’ll keep posting daily on my OnlyFans as it obviously doesn’t require heavy makeup, huge cosplay props or detailed hd photography/backgrounds, so if you think it’d be a good option for you, I’d say go for it! I’m having some discounted spots right now (50% off – only $5 for daily lewds and over 300+ files for instant access upon joining)! It’s a great way to keep in touch with my daily self hahah ♥
Also for the whole May I’ll keep my Gumroad shop with a 50% off discount so it’s another way to support me and get my HD content if you want ♥ (use coupon: ‘KOTOBREAK’)
I truly hope y’all will understand and won’t get mad with me ;; Believe me I cried several times when thinking about what to do but this seems like the only solution that doesn’t involve myself getting insane or worse lol
I don’t wanna stress myself to the point where I leave cosplay, so I need this break of fresh air to think and try new things. Hope you understand. ♥
I love you all and appreciate very much all the support you all been giving me through the years. It really means a lot and won’t ever be forgotten.
Thank you for the support during April, btw! I hope you’ll like this months rewards :) They were just sent to you via Patreon messages! ^^
PS: ‘Love, Koto’ set in Tier 65 is from February this year – we had no one at that tier at the time so literally no one saw this set, therefore technically this is kind of a new one hahah it’s one of my favorite sets I’ve EVER done and I was really really sad no one ever saw it, so here it is again hahah ♥
Thank you in advance for reading ‘till here, for understanding, and for supporting me! You guys are fucking amazing and I’d be nothing without you. I promise I’ll do my best to take care of myself and be back feeling good again ♥
Love youuuu! ♥